Used to be my interest…

I don’t know why I used to interest in this group of people. Kogal, Ganguro & Yamanba. But I was sooooo fascinated by their looks and how brave they are putting themselves out there like this.
And I happened to see them ‘live’ while I was in Japan a couple year ago. But they were all MEN. I think there’s a specific word for that but couldn’t remember.
Well, for me? It might be fun to be like them once in a lifetime. Definitely.

The Other Land

I didn’t write anything here for a while (3 months, to be exact). I was on a mission doing something I mentioned earlier on this blog. Yes, I got back to do theatre again. Yippie!

The play we did was called ‘The Other Land’, inspired by the late Kanokpong Songsomphan’s 1996 S.E.A. Write winning collection of short stories of the same title.

We (I mean B-Floor theatre group) have never done this kind of play before. Normally, we created something based on our own creation. So it was quite terrified at the beginning ’cause we really had no idea how it would be.

The process of work was almost the same. Workshop, Improvisation, Group Work, Solo Work etc. There were 9 actors in the cast which came from different theatre training & background. We basically were devoted to this piece. For me personally, I finished my work at 7 PM, took the skytrain to the rehearsal space, warmed up, rehearsed, finished rehearsing at, at least 11 PM and some day it was up to 1 or almost 2 AM then I headed home….dead in my bed.

So…that’s why I didn’t write anything.

But the result was totally overwhelming. I couldn’t be more proud of being a part of this piece.

ไม่ได้เข้ามาอัพเดทบล็อกเสียนาน เนื่องจากติดภาระกิจสำคัญที่เคยเขียนไว้ก่อนหน้านี้

….ในที่สุด เราก็ได้กลับไปเล่นละครอีกครั้งเสียที

เรื่องล่าสุดที่เล่นไปก็คือ “แ่ผ่นดินอื่น” ซึ่งได้รับแรงบันดาลใจมาจากหนังสือรวมเรื่องสั้นของ กนกพงศ์ สงสมพันธุ์ที่ได้รับรางวัลซีไรท์ไปเมื่อปี 2539 เป็นหนังสืออีกเรื่องหนึ่งที่ทุกคนควรจะได้อ่าน และปัญหาก็อยู่ตรงนี้เอง เพราะพวกเรา (หมายถึงกลุ่มบีฟลอร์) ไม่เคยทำละครเวทีที่นำหนังสือมาดัดแปลงแบบจริงๆจังๆเลย ซึ่งมันก็ค่อนข้างยาก ทำให้สุดท้ายพวกเราก็ตัดสินใจว่า เราจะนำเฉพาะบางเรื่องในหนังสือมาชูเป็นจุดเด่น นำมาสร้างเป็นแรงบันดาลใจ ให้ได้กลิ่นอายที่ใกล้เคียงกับหนังสือมากที่สุด ยอมรับเลยว่า ในตอนต้นๆของการสร้างงานนั้น ค่อนข้างจะหนักใจมากอยู่เหมือนกัน

ละครเรื่องนี้มีนักแสดงทั้งหมด 9 คน ทั้งเก่าและใหม่ผสมกันไปแถมยังมาจากกลุ่มละครต่างๆที่ได้รับการฝึกมาในรูปแบบที่ต่างกันออกไป ทำให้ต้องมีการปรับและสร้างความกลมกลืนในกลุ่มกันใหม่ ส่วนตัวเราแล้วก็ทุ่มให้กับละครเรื่องนี้อย่างเต็มที่ เลิกงาน หนึ่งทุ่ม ขึ้นรถไฟฟ้า ไปถึงที่ซ้อม วอร์มอัพร่า่งกาย ซ้อม ซ้อม ซ้อม ซ้อมเสร็จประมาณห้าทุ่มหรือบางคืนก็ล่วงไปถึงตีหนึ่งหรือตีสอง…ถึงห้องก็หลับเป็นตาย

แต่สรุปแล้ว ผลลัพธ์ที่ออกมาก็ดีมาก ได้รับคำชมจนรู้สึกตื้นตันไปตามๆกัน และเราก็ภูมิใจมากที่ได้เป็นส่วนหนึ่งในละครเรื่องนี้

Here’s the review from Bangkok Post:

B-Floor Theatre’s new stage work reflects pours lights into the fissures in Thai society.

Inspired by the late Kanokpong Songsomphan’s 1996 S.E.A. Write winning collection of short stories of the same title, B-Floor Theatre’s engaging work “The Other Land” (or in Thai “Phaendin Uen”) cannot be timelier. Though they are more than 12 years old now, these tales of social conflict in the three troubled southernmost provinces are still a perfect mirror for today.

For example, in the first scene titled “The Cat of Buteh Krue Sor”, a Muslim woman was mistakenly shot by a policeman who never seemed to be able to adapt himself to a new culture. Her body wrapped in a national flag, she was hailed a hero.

In a lighter scene titled “Waste of Land”, the audience was taken to behind the scene of the shooting of an anti-Communism propaganda film—a reminder to us perhaps that we should never read one newspaper or one TV channel in this day and age.

The evening’s highlight, or climax perhaps, is the last scene “The New City”, in which the citizens seemed to be enjoying the “Utopia”—otherwise known as democracy—at first, and, shortly after, started suffering from more and more requests, rules, regulations, and injustice brought forward by politicians and/or businessmen.

The usually mundane auditorium has been transformed into a theatre in the round and the audiences surround the actions on all four sides. Well complimented by nifty sound design, the actions are right in our face, intimate, and captivating, and, some actions take place behind one section of the audience seats. With limited yet effective use of costume and props, the nine performers in black t-shirts and pants are a unified ensemble with high energy, although some younger members’ movements show lack of physical theatre experience.

My dance reviewer counterpart wished that B-Floor’s veteran members Teerawat Mulvilai and Jarunun Phantachat should also be performing, apart from working, very efficiently here, as, respectively, director and producer.

The 75-minute performance has English translation of all narrations and dialogues, professionally translated, projected on one side of the wall, and foreign audiences will, given also its highly physical nature, enjoy it as much as Thai counterparts.

“The Other Land” is part of the Pridi Banomyong Institute’s “Multi-disciplinary Arts Festival”, comprising visual arts exhibition, theatre, music, and film screening, as part of the Arts and Society 2008 series, in the 35^th anniversary of 14 October 1973. Other plays scheduled for this weekend are Sunthorn Meesri’s solo work’s “Being John Alone”, Bangplay Theatre’s “Maha Nakhorn 2008”, Naked Masks Group’s “The Alchemist”, and Crescent Moon Theatre’s “Sea Beside”.

“The Other Land” continues tonight (October 24) until Sunday (October 26) at 7:30pm at Poonsuk Banomyong Auditorium, Pridi Banomyong Institute, between Thong Lhor Soi 1 and 3 (or five minute walk from Thong Lhor BTS station). Tickets are Bt 250, bookable by calling 089 667 9539. For more, http://www.BFloorTheatre.com and comwww.PridiInstitute.

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written by Pawit Mahasarinand

published in Daily Xpress on Friday, November 24, 2008

photos courtesy of B-Floor Theatre

The Melancholy of a Dumpster

Here’s another thing I wrote a while ago…not sure I was drunk or not.

The Melancholy of a Dumpster

Put it in. Walk away. No looking back.
Push it. Squeeze it in. Fill it up. No turning back.
All that I am. This is me. Oh yeah go ahead. Please feel free.
No regrets. No apology. Just sew me up. No autopsy.

My body is an undiscovered dumpster. Just a mystery.
Fill with lust. All the rush. Passionately but no intimacy.

Then,

I died all day but at 4 AM, I was born again.
Just one or two hours of rest, was that an entertain?
I waited for you to do it again.
Put it in. Walk away. No looking back.
….exactly the same.

Climbing Up A Stairway

During the process of Silent Noise, we also did another performance in the name of The International Wow Company. It’s called ‘Stairway To The Stars’. Imagine how crazy we were trying to do two big, brand-new productions at the same time? Yes, indeed. We were young, full-of-energy & totally out of our minds.

‘Stairway To The Stars’ was, yet again, a collaboration between Thai members, US members & a dance group from Japan led by Lee. The process of work was simple for us Thai. We separated into groups, solo, duo, trio or whatever and was given a task or a certain theme to create & develop into a short piece of performance. Then, we sewn them altogether. Thai members were familiar with this kind of work because we had done this since the very beginning of the company. But, unfortunately, the Japanese didn’t get it. They came from a dance & butoh background so they didn’t have no clue how would we glue all of pieces together and made it make sense. But, the show had already been started and Japanese never gave up. They continued doing it and we had a fight from time to time but everything resolved when the show was on stage.

For me, I had a great time doing this piece. I was lucky teaming up with two great female Japanese dancers, Sawami Fukuoka & Michie (sorry Michie, I really can’t remember your last name…it’s been a long time!). We created a piece which we were aliens. It was so much fun working & sharing weird & funny ideas with these two girls. I remembered when we had to show our piece to other group. We were rolling on the empty, dirty, narrow street. Then, we were dancing on the side way of the main street while other group watching on the other side and people on motorcycles were riding by and taking a strange glance at us like, ‘what the hell you’re doing’. It was such a great memory.

and here’s the contact sheet of all photos I’ve had.

I=He?

I feel a little bit awkward writing here and use only I, I, I. Well, ok, it’s true that this is the blog that probably only me will read it but still, I can’t help but feel narcissism. So last night, I had a funny thought that maybe I should change from ‘I’ to ‘he’, so it’d be like writing a character.

‘He’ is going to start now.

Last night he had his first encounter as a special guest in the grand opening for a pretty upscale male skincare. The brand’s name is Task Essential and it’s a product line from Switzerland that his friend is a Brand Manager. At the very first that she contacted him to be one of her guests, he felt hesitating. He replied in quite a sudden that he couldn’t do it because he thought that he was a nobody, not a special one that should represent the product.

Yeah, this is the brand.

One hour and a half later with the promising of the products 10,000 Baht worth , and countless of drinks. He shamelessly agreed to do it.

The event was quite upscale as he expected. It was held at the Grand Sheraton Hotel, Bangkok. Many guests attended since 7 pm including a bunch of his friends and familiar faces. He was a little bit nervous at the beginning. So, as soon as he stepped inside the place, he was ordering drink. The drink was called ‘Woo Woo’, what a crazy name, he thought, but the taste was quite ok so he kept it coming. After 6 or 7 glasses of ‘Woo Woo’, it was time for him to hit the stage. And then everything just went ‘Woo Hoo’, it was quick and he barely remember anything.

Trying to be ‘somebody’

Yes, nothing really exciting here. No embarrassing moment in public (which should be). He just went straight home afterward and excite himself with all those products. And to be honest, he barely used them.

Yearning To Get Back

Although I can call myself as an actor-slash-performer-slash-dancer, I haven’t been on stage for quite a while. More than two years to be exact.

The reasons?

I was quite bored of it. I was bored of never-ending rehearsals (after my day job from 8-11 pm) every single day. I was bored of no matter how much energy you put into the show, the audience numbers never grow. Most of all, I was bored of my life. I thought I’ve spent too much time for theatre and never had a chance to do something else. I thought theatre was one hella good reason that I couldn’t find a (proper) boyfriend.

Two years later without any performances, I am still single.

After my intention to put theatre aside, I spent a lot of time partying. Party, party & partaay. Sure, it’s fun and great. I get to meet lot of new friends. But every time I saw my friends still living their dreams in theatre and kept doing better and better, I got jealous. When I saw them perform, I always imagine what if I am in that play…What would I do? How would I dance? That scene might be better if it had my idea adding into it…etc.

So in fact, I’ve never put theatre aside after all. It’s always with me. It’s one of my passion for more than 12 years. And It always will be.

I should get back to do it soon, really, before I get too old.

Desire can live forever but your body can’t.

Quote, Quote & Quote

“No one is thinking about you. They’re thinking about themselves, just like you”

“No one is watching you, just go with the flow and enjoy it”

“Never panic. Stop, Breathe, Think”

“Never change haircut or colour before an important event”

“Nothing is either as bad or as good as it seems”

The 4th one is so true. I always do that. It’s right every damn words!

Something I wrote when I’m drunk

I always feel a little bit ‘artistic’ when I’m drunk (but not super drunk). Here’s some silly thing I furiously wrote…….Oh, drama, drama, drama.

One Mistake Led to an Endless Mistake.

It was just a mistake.

He said ‘Oh, I’m sorry, I really didn’t mean to spread your legs’.

Well, haha, I wanted to laugh my jaw break.

‘Cause all he said, couldn’t compare to what I’ve already hated.

Damn it! I admitted I quite had some fun.

But when it was over, I wondered what I had done.

“Yeah, Yeah, baby, it’s all good, it’s over hun.”

I looked inside my bag, grabbed a gun and smiled when that bastard ran.

So I’m now alone in the dark.

Seeing myself in a mirror, the devil appears behind me and asks;

“How are you doing, son?”

I reply in a sudden, “Look at me, Do I look like I’m having fun?”

“I know you don’t, my son”, he roars.

“That’s why I’m giving you more”


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That’s it.

It’s a bit like Fiona Apple meets early Alanis Morissette.

Well, except it’s much, much sillier.